After Nov. 14th : 49 Days After Death (Pt. 5 of 10)

Today’s post is the fifth in a 10-part series involving serendipitous and mysterious events and occurrences involving the date of Nov. 14th (the same date my mother died). These posts will be categorized as events that happened before Nov. 14, the day of  Nov. 14th, and after Nov. 14, 2013. Enjoy!

Tuesday Tribute

The fifth serendipitous occurrence to take place after Nov. 14th has a little history to it and again has to do with the Destiny Cards, an ancient astrological system hidden in the ordinary deck of playing cards. The Destiny Cards system is based off of a mathematical formula that determines the layout for the mundane spread for each year. No matter how many times you use this formula, there are three cards that always end up in the same position. They are the Eight of Clubs (that’s my card),  the Jack of Hearts (that’s my mom’s card) and the King of Spades. Unlike the Eight of Clubs (8C) and Jack of Hearts (JH), there is only one day of the year that you can be born to have a King of Spades (KS) birth card and that is January 1st. I came to the conclusion that these three cards represent qualities to the ancient Egyptian motto, “to operate (KS) in truth (8C) in service (JH) to others.”

To make a long story short, I was at lunch with my friend in Peru explaining how my book Prayers of a Virgin: 52 Weeks of Poetic Inspiration and Personal Planetary Guidance with the Destiny Cards was motivated by my mother’s death, when she reminded me that in the Tibetian tradition, a deceased person’s spirit lingers in the spirit world for 49 days before it makes its transition to another realm or another reincarnation. From that conversation, I wondered what date 49 days from my mother’s death was. You guessed it! It was January 1st! What made this special was that for 2014, January 1st was a new moon and a new year! How does it get any stranger than that? Until next time!

Diasy Drive Donors

* David King  * William Scott, Jr.  *Janice Donovan  * Isaac Causey *Sharonda Caldwell  * LaVerne Freemon  * Lumumba Corriette  * Cher Hermschulte  *Camara Barbara Knight  * Alzonia Goss * Larry Boykin

Remember, it’s never too late to spread the word on social media, to help out by shopping on

OR by making a donation or volunteering your professional services.

One Love,

DeBorah

PS. Go to the Pushing Daisy Drive Page to learn more about the fundraiser goals and the other ways you can contribute.

 

After Nov. 14th: My Grandma’s Death Date (Pt. 4 of 10)

Today’s post is the fourth in a 10-part series involving serendipitous and mysterious events and occurrences involving the date of Nov. 14th (the same date my mother died). These posts will be categorized as events that happened before Nov. 14, the day of Nov. 14th, and after Nov. 14, 2013. Enjoy!

Tuesday Tribute

SANYO DIGITAL CAMERAThe fourth serendipitous occurrence took place after Nov. 14th and has to do with my grandmother’s death date. I had been spending days and hours organizing and clearing out all of my mother’s belongings from where she was staying in St. Thomas, VI. This in itself was a challenging experience; however, nothing prepared me for the shocking surprise that forced my person to lie down for minute to process.

As I was going through one of my mother’s files, I happened to come across my grandparent’s death certificates. I discovered that my mother’s mother also died on November 14th 56 years ago! This is amazing because not only was it the same date of the year (Nov. 14th) , but when I looked it up, I found it was also the same day of the week (Thursday). In my last post of this series, I mentioned how my mother and I believed that I had my grandmother’s spirit, so this was a very personal and special revelation for me. Until next time!

Diasy Drive Donors

* David King  * William Scott, Jr.  *Janice Donovan  * Isaac Causey *Sharonda Caldwell  * LaVerne Freemon  * Lumumba Corriette  * Cher Hermschulte  *Camara Barbara Knight  * Alzonia Goss * Larry Boykin

Remember, it’s never too late to spread the word on social media, to help out by shopping on

OR by making a donation or volunteering your professional services.

One Love,

DeBorah

PS. Go to the Pushing Daisy Drive Page to learn more about the fundraiser goals and the other ways you can contribute.

The Power of YOUR Thoughts

Today’s inspiration comes from Day 303 of Manifest Your Desires: 365 Ways to Make Your Dreams A Reality by Esther and Jerry Hicks. Enjoy!

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Your thoughts change the behavior of everyone and everything who has anything to do with you. For your thoughts absolutely equal your point of attraction, and the better you feel, the more everything and everyone around you improves. In the moment that you find an improved feeling, conditions and circumstances change to match your feeling…. Playing the Which Thought Feels Better? game will help you begin to realize the power that your own thoughts have to influence everything around you.

A War Message

This 2012 re-post is a blast from the past that I thought might serve as a relevant reminder during this time of war. It’s so easy to look at the events in the world today and begin to blame and become indignant. Even so, this Sept. 28, 2012 re-post and this quote below are my reminders.

“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself, if you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.”

Lao Tzu

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A Message to Myself (a re-post)

This message is to myself. I’m writing to that part of me that’s played the murderer, the messiah, the masochist, the messenger. The me that’s played the terrorist, the rapist, the racist. The one that’s been the rioter, the revolutionary, the prophet and the “devil incarnate.”

I’m writing this message for me. There is no one else I need to refer to because it’s all me. If I can truly see and address MYSELF, then I can address all else- the “other myself” with all my heart. Not only does this give me the “credentials” to do so, it gives me the needed empathy, insight and compassion to see myself reflected back in all there is.

Yet, as it stands right now- This Ain’t Happening!

So, I’m the healer and spiritual messenger that wants to help. But I’ve got to help myself by seeing myself in everyone else. Just think about it DeBorah. If you look around you in this healer’s role and all you see is sick and wounded people, what does that say about you? Am I sick? Am I wounded? Am I a jealous backbiting so and so that’s so easy for me to identify in the other? Could it be I’ve come here with a passion to help and care because I have been there or (more accurately) helped to put another “there” in a past life somewhere? Could it be that if I see others judge and blame, that I’ve done (or am doing) the same? In this life or another, to one degree or other, have I been backbiting and fire igniting?

So today, there is only me in this world. What I see back is a reflection of me. If it’s beautiful. It’s me. If it’s terrible, it’s all me!

And yet, at the same time, how can it all be G.O.D. as well? Maybe I’m just an actress in G.O.D.’s many movies, so that all of it and none of it is really me. G.O.D just needs me to bring the movies to life. But then why would G.O.D create a production with all this pain and suffering? Given that I’ve been given free will, I guess it’s the same as in life. The “drama” that goes on during and behind the scene of any production isn’t that of the writer, director or producer, yet it’s what happens when every actor has been given a mind of their own to express their creative talents. For the writer, director and producer, the risks are higher using a “real” cast of characters, yet the rewards are far more fulfilling. The Creator’s job it to coordinate the show and keep everyone in harmony, along with his “staff of angels” overseeing every aspect of the production. They are the ones behind the scene cueing the actors with their lines when they forget, hoping they’ll have total recall and regain their confidence and stage presence once again.

Would I ever think that when I go to the movies it’s being created while I watch it? No! Beginning, middle and ending, it’s all been carefully written and is being played out on a projector of light, caption by caption for my viewing pleasure.

This is a great analogy. G.O.D the father is the mastermind behind the whole production and G.O.D the mother (mamma matrix)  is the script in every actor’s hand that glues the whole thing together. Written by G.O.D the father and set into motion by G.O.D the mother, the “s/hero” or G.O.D the son, plays the role of the redeemer and/or destroyer of that which came before.

The reason why G.O.D loves and accepts each and every one of us is because G.O.D knows, we are not the role we are playing and have merely forgotten our lines in the agreement we made to be actors in the many movies of creation.

The reason why my person doesn’t love everybody is because it doesn’t know this. My person (that aspect of my essence Self that identifies with form and fear) has an intellectual knowledge of this union, but hasn’t made it an habitual direct experience. Vipassana meditators know this state as equanimity. It’s the emotional stability that comes from a balanced mind in situations of gain or loss and the serenity of knowing ones true self at all times, first through achieving intellectual knowledge and then through direct experience.

Since when did I get so caught up in my temporary suffering to ever doubt, that as I look out, I’m only seeing me? In the child abuser and the cocaine user, it’s still all me. It’s all G.O.D. It’s all fine. And yet, how do I stay in this place of the heart, when looks can be so damned deceiving? How do I live it, instead of just talk about it?

What if I imagined that everyone I want to reach and teach and help and assist were really assisting me? What if they were the ones making the sacrifice for my remembrance that none of this is real? What if the only thing to get is that I am it? All of it! What if I had no book that I had to write and no audience that had to hear my message? What if going inside myself and touching G.O.D was enough, without ever having to leave my front yard?

This is why today and always, everything I’m doing and writing and sharing is a message to myself. If I have the slightest idea that it can ever be done for the good of others rather than the joy of expression to “another myself,” then I have no business doing nada! If I have the slightest idea that “someone” owes me anything or that I owe “anyone” anything for my gift of expression, then I had better come again.

There isn’t anybody here but the One, expressed in the Trinity (Generator, Operator, Destroyer) coming out of the None. The Three, that is the One, that is the None. From nothingness came all of creation and back to nothingness do we all return. Until the next go round!

On Nov. 14th: My Cycle Begins (Pt. 3 of 10)

Today’s post is the third in a 10-part series involving serendipitous and mysterious events and occurrences involving the date of Nov. 14th (the same date my mother died). These posts will be categorized as events that happened before Nov. 14, the day of Nov. 14th, and after Nov. 14, 2013. Enjoy!

Tuesday Tribute

The third serendipitous occurrence took place the day of Nov. 14th and has to do with my cycle, as in my personal menstruation cycle. My mother was in intensive care the night before, and I remember staring out of my best friend’s balcony the whole night praying that G.O.D’s will be done and asking for acceptance in whatever the outcome. There was a part of me that was in denial that my mother could actually be leaving this planet. I never thought the day would come, especially now, especially like this.

I noticed a particular star outside that seemed to be twinkling and talking to me solely. Whatever it conveyed to me telepathically seemed to give me the courage to completely surrender the outcome in G.O.D’s most capable hands, releasing attachment in every way. It felt like I was breathing my last breath to be surrendering like this, but I knew it was necessary to embrace the reality of the moment.

As you can guess, getting that call at 5:34 am from my brother telling me my mother passed away was a major blow, but there was also a sense of peace because I had that faith in knowing this was G.O.D’s will. A circle of pain, confusion and disbelief may have been hoovering all around the surface of my existence, but at the center there was an indescribable faith and knowing that a new and necessary chapter in my life had begun as my mother’s had ended. You see, I believe me and my mother have been traveling together across lifetimes, and she even told me that I reminded her of her mother the day I was born. Whatever the reason for this phenomena, I sense the purpose has been to protect, prepare and promote each other’s spiritual development as we go.

So, as I said farewell (for now), to my fellow life traveler on this earth plane, it would make sense, symbolically, that I’d start my menstruation cycle on the same day. Yet, it doesn’t end there. There is another event that I’ll share later that makes this even more serendipitous and mysterious. Until next time.

Diasy Drive Donors

* David King  * William Scott, Jr.  *Janice Donovan  * Isaac Causey *Sharonda Caldwell  * LaVerne Freemon  * Lumumba Corriette  * Cher Hermschulte  *Camara Barbara Knight  * Alzonia Goss * Larry Boykin

Remember, it’s never too late to spread the word on social media, to help out by shopping on

OR by making a donation or volunteering your professional services.

One Love,

DeBorah

PS. Go to the Pushing Daisy Drive Page to learn more about the fundraiser goals and the other ways you can contribute.

Contest Results: Good News, Bad News & An Opportunity

The Conscious Co-Creator Contest  that began August 22nd in order to get feedback on your biggest challenges around conscious co-creation, as well as for my upcoming book Prayers of a Virgin: 52 Weeks of Poetic Inspiration and Personal Planetary Guidance with the Destiny Cards has come and gone, ending on Sept. 8th. I have some good news and some bad news regarding the contest, so I guess I’ll start with the “bad” news first.

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The Bad News

I haven’t received not one comment to my  Conscious Co-Creator Contest post, so therefore there was no winner. To date, only four people have taken the survey (a thank you shout out to each of you!), so I have good, but a limiting amount of feedback as to what people would like to master to become a better conscious co-creator.

The Good News

This experience has given me the opportunity to be non attached to the outcome and to get a better sense of what it takes to be successful with an on-line business and blog. To be honest, if it weren’t for me having fun during this whole process and learning something new everyday,  one might be tempted to say this whole 10-Month Campaign hasn’t mounted to much of anything, with a whopping 3 comments from visitors since the beginning! Yet, here is where they’ d be oh so wrong, because as my auntie used to say, “What don’t kill you makes you stronger.”

This weekend, I had the opportunity to listen to the free 21 Day Global Event, Crazy Courage hosted by Kyana Miner. I was reminded as I listened to the courageous stories of the people being interviewed that success doesn’t come all at once. Yet, when you refuse to give up and learn to enjoy the process, things slowly but surely begin to turn in your favor.

The Opportunity

My forthcoming book, Prayers of a Virgin: 52 Weeks of Poetic Inspiration and Personal Planetary Guidance with the Destiny Cards recently got accepted on Pubslush. As a global pre-publication platform that offers crowdfunding and pre-orders to the literary world, I have the unique opportunity to spread the word about my book before the actual campaign kickoff date on Oct. 31st. Since they are fairly new, they provide a lot of support and resources to make your campaign successful. They even have an option for people to purchase your book after your campaign is complete. I’m really glad that I chose to go with Pubslush. Just today, they tweeted about my book and I was so surprised! This type of support is something I could never expect to receive on Kickstarter or GoFundMe.

Call to Action

Please go to my page Prayers of a Virgin and become a fan before it launches on Oct. 31st and help spread the word early. Since the campaign hasn’t officially started, I’m not asking for you to make a donation, but simply let more people know I exist. Also, there is a link for you to take the book survey so that I can get more feedback on your  biggest challenges around conscious co-creation.

P.S. I’d like to give a special shout out to Nova of Wisdom Worlds who did an excellent job on the book cover! Check it Out Here

Before Nov. 14th: Solar Eclipse Families (Pt. 2 of 10)

Today’s post is the second in a 10-part series involving serendipitous and mysterious events and occurrences involving the date of Nov. 14th (the same date my mother died). These posts will be categorized as events that happened before Nov. 14, the day of Nov. 14th, and after Nov. 14, 2013. Enjoy!

Tuesday Tribute

The second serendipitous occurrence to take place before Nov. 14th has to do with a  KTL BlogTalkRadio broadcast on Nov. 6th, 2013. The first and most obvious  thing to note is that the twins that host the show, Blue Pill and Red Pill, were born on Nov. 14th! But then it gets deeper.

One of the hosts shared how he “serendipitously” came across some information on solar eclipse families and how the one that had just took place on Nov. 3rd had special significance to his personal family (his younger brother was born on Nov. 3rd). Apparently, solar and lunar eclipses belong to families called Saros that are made up of 72 eclipses in an expand of 1,280 years. The Nov. 3rd solar eclipse was number 23 of Saros 143, a series that began on March 7, 1617 and ends on April 23, 2897, which is the same day as their mother’s birthday! But now here’s the kicker…

Since each Saros family happens every 18 years, the one that happened previously was on Oct. 24, 1995 (the same date as the last day of Durga Puja that I wrote about when my mother was first hospitalized a year earlier). The next one in this series will take place (you guessed it) on Nov. 14, 2031. All the while I was listening intrigued by the significance this eclipse had for the Pill’s family, little did I know what it would mean for me in about a week! Until next time.

Diasy Drive Donors

* David King  * William Scott, Jr.  *Janice Donovan  * Isaac Causey *Sharonda Caldwell  * LaVerne Freemon  * Lumumba Corriette  * Cher Hermschulte  *Camara Barbara Knight  * Alzonia Goss

Remember, it’s never too late to spread the word on social media, to help out by shopping on

OR by making a donation or volunteering your professional services.

One Love,

DeBorah

PS. Go to the Pushing Daisy Drive Page to learn more about the fundraiser goals and the other ways you can contribute.

Last Day to Enter the Contest!

The Conscious Co-Creator Contest began August 22nd and the goal is to get feedback on your biggest challenges around conscious co-creation, as well as for my upcoming book Prayers of a Virgin: 52 Weeks of Poetic Inspiration and Personal Planetary Guidance with the Destiny Cards. The prize is a free 90 Minute Initial Consultation OR one free tuition (travel and accommodation not included) to my upcoming Conscious Co-Creation Retreat @ The Sanctuary in Puerto Escondido, Mexico, Sept. 19th-26th.

Manifest Mondays

Today’s inspiration comes from Day 284 of  Manifest Your Desires: 365 Ways to Make Your Dreams A Reality by Esther and Jerry Hicks. Enjoy!

“The Scripting Process will help you be more specific about your desires, and with that greater clarity about exactly what you do desire, you will feel the power of this specific focus. The longer you concentrate on a subject, and the more detail you give it, the faster the Energy moves. And, with practice, you can actually feel the momentum of your desire; you can feel the Universal Forces converging. Often, you will be able to know when you are on the brink of a breakthrough or a manifestation just by virtue of the way you feel.”

Before Nov. 14th: A 7 Week Cycle Begins (Pt.1 of 10)

Today’s post is the first in a 10-part series involving serendipitous and mysterious events and occurrences that have taken place on Nov. 14th (the day my mother died). These posts will be categorized as events that happened before Nov. 14, the day of Nov. 14th, and after Nov. 14, 2013. Enjoy!

Tuesday Tribute

The first serendipitous occurrence to take place before Nov. 14th has to do with the Destiny Cards, an ancient astrological system hidden in the ordinary deck of playing cards. For over 15 years, I have studied and assisted individuals in understanding their life cycles to make better choices through traditional astrology and this fascinating system. In the Destiny Card system, there are 13 year cycles, 7 years cycles, yearly cycles, 52 day cycles, 7 week cycles and weekly cycles that are all calculated based on a mathematical formula. Each personal cycle begins on the day of the week that you were born (or on your birthday for the yearly cycle).

Before my mother passed away, I vaguely remember looking at my upcoming cycles on my computer software and noticing that a new 7 week cycle would begin for me on Thursday, Nov. 14th. At that time, I didn’t know how important this would be (for more than one reason) until months later!

Diasy Drive Donors

* David King  * William Scott, Jr.  *Janice Donovan  * Isaac Causey *Sharonda Caldwell  * LaVerne Freemon  * Lumumba Corriette  * Cher Hermschulte  *Camara Barbara Knight  * Alzonia Goss * Larry Boykin

Remember, it’s never too late to spread the word on social media, to help out by shopping on

OR by making a donation or volunteering your professional services.

One Love,

DeBorah

PS. Go to the Pushing Daisy Drive Page to learn more about the fundraiser goals and the other ways you can contribute.